OpalX

Must read if on my friends list!!!

2002-05-21T21:35:52Z

Okie, i am changing my livejournal to

I figgure if lady door can do it 3 tims that i know of so can.
I know its a hassel. But i realy need to do it. I promis never to do it agian. My user name is SC6, i will add ever one thta is on my frieds list witch is mentioned below. Thanx agian

ambrozia
annikka
arkane
butterfield
desdamon
dr_laxative
enlitened_err0r
glowyhandboy
lament_
lecciapea
mr_moonlight
palemistress
princesscyn
sats
vincentgrave

opalx @ 2002-05-20T17:27:00

2002-05-20T21:28:52Z

Bad trip last night
I was freezing cold

Got home and i am dieing my hair orange
I hope it looks nice and bright

Going down to the beaches to watch fire works
and face the inatible

AHHHH

2002-05-20T00:17:32Z

iamat my friends house getting totaly fucked off my ass.... i am celabrating any one that is having birthday any one that wants to get fucked off there ass but can't, i am totaly getting wasted for an one that has sadness for any one that feels pian! I am here for. So many ppl don't understande me and thats important tome, its my fault... I hate this life i hope i will do better in the next/

I might move in to my friends house. i have to get out, i have leave

opalx @ 2002-05-19T15:53:00

2002-05-19T19:56:37Z

I love being 19!
1) There is a beer stor next to my house, and an LCBO in the mall
2) I can by liqure
3) I can carry liqure
4) I can by for underaged kids unlike myself back in the day, LOL

opalx @ 2002-05-19T02:10:00

2002-05-19T06:11:05Z

I am feeling so broken

To Greg!

2002-05-19T05:19:41Z

Happy Birthday Greg!
OKie i tryed doing somehitn realy neet for your bithday, but live journal was being an ass. youknwo i am totaly not in a good mood at the moment. so you will have to wiat till next year for it or maby tomorrow when i am feeling better... Your are still number 1# hehe i knwo ia m being cheesy but i don't care i can do anything haha...
so any ways, lets play diablo and kill things...
love yeah Izzy

opalx @ 2002-05-18T03:16:00

2002-05-18T07:15:07Z

i am so bored, lallala, i am so bored, lallala

Some one entertian me! i need to feel loved... maby i will clean my room... i relay don't want too, sigh

opalx @ 2002-05-18T00:07:00

2002-05-18T04:18:17Z

Why do i watch Show case on friday, speshialy KinK, it only makes me horney. makes me long for other things.

Now i am watching buffy, the first season on DVD, the epiosde is called ANGEL. it too makes me long for other things. other emotions. today tyhe tears flowed like fire. i couldn't stop, all i saw in the mirrow was horrow. i hated it... i just wanted to tare of my flesh, starve myself fo days, witch ihave, but i don't think it is a problem, or lest no one thinks it is... I also i want to tare out my heart. its black and broken turning to dust fading away eaxh day.

nothing will feel right agian. no one will understand. ther eis no going back, there is no future in this. i feel only dred and sarrow. I wish i felt speshial. i wish i felt loved... sometimes i do. some times there isn't any one but the chick in the mirrow that hates and dispises every thing i do.

messing with pix

2002-05-17T23:07:05Z

Smoking

2002-05-17T18:59:09Z

why do i smoke... i feel sick from having one... i should quite... i don't know how...

HELP GIF

2002-05-17T01:12:53Z

I knwo iam pathtic and stupid...

does any one know how to make a gif... any one want to ecplain it too me? or know a good site that will tell me how to make it. i have photoshope 5 or higher i can't remeber... and i have flash some were on this puter... PLEASE!!! help me!!

opalx @ 2002-05-16T16:23:00

2002-05-16T20:23:11Z

Its not the best it still have to work on her... I am just to afriad of screwing things up...

My suberbian hell

2002-05-16T19:04:25Z

I look out the window
i see trees that are less then 20 years
house of a colective, with out personality
the sky is gray, but it is cleanish
lots of grass,
and space that isn't a parking lot
this is my hell
my suberbian hell
I hate it
no one is like me here
I walk alone
they stiar at me, wondering
it is small up here
no just the space but there minds
Lost so lost

opalx @ 2002-05-15T22:40:00

2002-05-16T02:56:28Z

I totlay pampered myself tonight. It feel so good, all clean, smelling good, all shaved. I used the beroie face mask and nose thing, I got some free samples in the mail for this new hiar treatment, i used them too. I also am going to send away for the other free shit... hehehe,

Sigh i hate selfish inconsiderate ppl. there are a few ppl in my life that i would like to see gone.

mah

2002-05-15T16:44:32Z

I went to my friends house last night and watched buffy & Angel. then we watched this realy intresting movie the invisible circus. i wouldn't mind reading the book. We stayed up till 6 in the morning. watched the sun come up. I felt better. i did some wrighting, talked about life, love, the future. Some times i don't like talking about the future with her cause she is a pessimest, but thats only cause she is going to die sooner then me cause of all her medical problems.
I don't know why but i am insianly jealuse. i mean i was befor but it didn't bother me so much, and now these ppl are realy starting to piss me off and make me feel liek shit. the funny thing is is that they don't even know they are doing it.
COokIeeeee

Ps. i got the first season of buffy on DVD!!!! YEAH me!

HOLY CARAP this is sooo true about me! to the T!

2002-05-14T23:02:26Z

I am truly passionate.

Find your soul type at kelly.moranweb.com.

Virtues: You appreciate humor like none other. Puns might even spark laughter in you (TEHY R FUNNI). You seek adventure and connection with your surroundings. You seek friends who will not only share laughs with you but actually form a deep bond of trust and empathy beneath the surface. You look for adventure and courage in people, and variation is necessary to keep you under control. You see yourself as multi-faceted, so you need people who can see you in your many lights. You're constantly trying to figure yourself out while analyzing the people around you. Silly, silly people.

Aspirations: You can't decide what you want to be yet, but you know you want it to be adventures and interesting, with constant changes. You don't know what love will do for you yet, but it's competing with adventure for a place in your heart. An internal conflict has begun: can you be a successful worker, lover, and parent all at once?

Quirks: Noise of any sort is irritating when you're in the mood. Smacking gum, loud chewing, humming- it's about as pleasing as bodily noises. You dislike emaciated people because of jealousy and just plain disgust. You're a procrastinator but a hard worker, too.

Factors: You need constant attention and support. You're high-maintnence, but a great, reliable friend. Nature needs you and you need nature; it's helped thus far, so keep in touch with the outside world.

Future: Who knows! You absolutely need constant change, so vacationing is surely in the cards. Will you settle down or not? Love will find you eventually, as it does to everyone. Will you choose the sweet home life or the rewarding busy-bee life?

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opalx @ 2002-05-14T18:17:00

2002-05-14T22:24:42Z

Random Chat
Hemi Vision: hi:) wanna chat?
SHADOW_CAT99: Maby
Hemi Vision: im not a porno site
SHADOW_CAT99: well nither am i
_______________________________

I feel like shit today
Me and steve got into a fight
well kinda
I told him that i don't knwo were the realationship was going
I don't knwo what i fel for him
i don't know if i can se ehim in my future
i am just messed up..
I need space i need time

opalx @ 2002-05-13T14:28:00

2002-05-13T18:52:18Z

FIRST NAME: Eliza
NICKNAMES: Izzy, SHADOWCAT, OPAL, Crackhead
HAIR COLOR: yellowish orange
HAIR LENGTH: Just above my shoulders.
EYE COLOR: brown
HEIGHT: 5'7 'n a half
BIRTHDAY: April 21
LOCATION: Toronto, Canada.
SHOE SIZE: 9 som times n' half
ZODIAC SIGN: tuarus ariris
SCHOOL: Art instatution
SIBLINGS: non
PETS: 2 cats

FAVORITES

GENRE OF MUSIC: lots
MUSIC ARTIST: Lots, at the moment gary nuwman
MOVIE: Interview With a Vapampire,
ACTOR: drew barrymore
BRAND: no. i am not a corprate sell out
SONG: pure, gary nuwman
WORD: pish (i gusse its not a realy word)
FOOD: sushi, pizza
DRINK:Coke
NUMBER: 3
CANDY: I don't know fuzzy peaches
TV SHOW: Buffy 'n angel
FAST FOOD RESTARAUNT: Mic dick'
NAIL POLISH COLOR: black, deep red
SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: ART
RADIO STATION: eadge maby
ANIMAL: Cat
STORES: I don't rely care... cheep
SCENT: Vanilla,white musk
ICE CREAM FLAVOR: Chochlet.
QUOTE: meow meow meow meow meow
HOLIDAY: Haloween
DAY OF THE WEEK: Friday
MONTH: October

DISLIKES

GENRE OF MUSIC: 80's hiar metal bands
MUSIC ARTIST: Matllica
MOVIE: toy story
ACTOR: christan appelgate
BRAND: NIKE
SONG: hit me baby one more time
WORD: conthalism
FOOD: samon, or any cook fish sept for tuna
DRINK: dite doke
COLOR: I think i like all colours
NUMBER: 10000000000000000
CANDY: white rabbit (chinnese candy, tastes like sour milk)
TV SHOW: I don't know
FAST FOOD RESTARAUNT: buger king
NAIL POLISH COLOR: yellow.
SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: Phys Ed.
RADIO STATION: Kiss 92.
ANIMAL: i don't know i lovw animals
STORES: Gap
SCENT: i don't liek stron scents
ICE CREAM FLAVOR: mint
QUOTE: "we hate to love, and love to hate"
DAY OF THE WEEK: Sunday
MONTH: Dec

DO YOU

THINK YOU ARE ATTRACTIVE: i think so
THINK YOU SMART: i hope so
THINK YOU HAVE COMMON SENSE: most of the time
THINK YOU ARE POPULAR: you don't need to be.
PLAY SPORTS/ WHAT KIND OF SPORTS DO YOU LIKE: Not realy
SHAVE: Yes.
BELIEVE IN ALIENS: I am not to sure
LIKE SITCOMS: there okie once in awiel
HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND: Yes
FANTASIZE ABOUT THE SAME SEX AS YOU: Yes.
THINK YOUR STYLE/FASHION IS COOL: i don't dres to e cool
HAVE ANY PIERCINGS: yes in my ears but i am alegic to metles
DO DRUGS: not realy as much
DRINK: sometimes
HAVE SEX: yes

HAVE YOU EVER

SMOKED: Yes.
DRANK: Yes.
WENT BUNJEE JUMPING: no no no no.
HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER: not that i am aware of
RAN FROM THE COPS: No
KISSED A GIRL:Yes.
KISSED A GUY: Yes.
LAUGHED: duh
BEEN SARCASTIC: yes
BEEN EMBARASSED: Of course
CRIED: all the time
WANTED TO DIE: Yes.
BEEN SCARED TO HALF DEATH: i don't think that is posible, but yes i hae bee scared
THOUGHT ABOUT BEING GAY: Once but realized i am stright with gay tendancys
STOLE ANYTHING: YES>.. but not any more
MADE YOURSELF THROW UP: no
THOUGHT ABOUT OR TRIED TO KILL YOURSELF: No
WENT SKINNY DIPPING: YES!!
BEEN IN LOVE: Yes.
HAD A MILK MUSTACHE: I'm sure I have...
SAID "I LOVE YOU" AND DID NOT MEAN IT:Unfortuntly yes
GOTTEN INTO A FIGHT WITH YOUR PET: yeah i gausse
HAD A DREAM ABOUT SOMETHING WIERD AND IT HAPPENED THE NEXT DAY: all the time
STALKED SOMEONE: maby
HAD A MUD BATH: not intetionaly

WHAT COMES TO MIND WHEN YOU HEAR

BLUE: cat
SOCKS: ick
MIRROR: pian
CRACKER: mike
COW: twiggy
FRANCE: tower
FISH: Shmooo
BOOGER: king

LAST PERSON WHO

EMAILED YOU: Greg
YOU SAW A MOVIE WITH: Jesse
YOU WENT TO THE MALL WITH: I don't go to malls

FRIENDS

LAUGHS THE WIERDEST: I don't know
LOUDEST: Barb
MOST QUIET:Kate
COULD BE A MODEL: Joe
THE FUNNIEST: Simon
THE MOST BORING: Joe
MOST ATHLETIC: Joe
THE HOTTEST: I don't know
MOST TALLEST: joe
MOST SHORTEST: Peter
MOST CRAZIEST: all of them are
MOST SKINNIEST: jenny

FAMILY

DO YOU INTEND TO GET MARRIED: some day maby
WHAT WILL YOU NAME YOUR KIDS: I amn unsure that i want any
WHAT DO YOU WANT YOUR HUSBAND TO BE LIKE: forgiving
WHERE WILL YOU LIVE: Some were nice

RANDOM

WHO ARE YOUR GOOD FRIENDS: Vicki, mike, joe, gav, Mo, kate, gigi, there are others
WHOSE YOUR BEST ONLINE BUDDY: Jesse
HOW MANY EMAIL ADDRESSES DO YOU HAVE: 6
IF YOU COULD GO BACK AND CHANGE ONE THING IN TIME, WHAT WOULD IT BE: I think being born or adopted
WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE: herbal essence
WHATS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR: I hate lots of bugs
HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE ON YOUR BUDDY LIST: buddy list?
HOW MANY PEOPLE DO YOU HAVE BLOCKED: none
THE 3 BEST INSIDE JOKES YOU HAVE: i don't know
WHAT KIND OF SHOES DO YOU WEAR: runing shoes... or boots
WHAT KIND OF CLOTHES DO YOU SLEEP IN:PJ pants, and tank top
WHAT KIND OF CAR DO YOU HAVE: don't drive
WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU CALLED: Steve
WHERE DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: Outside
HOW DO YOU EAT AN OREO: I just eat it.
IF YOU COULD HAVE ONE WISH, WHAT WOULD IT BE: to be in love agian
WHO IS THE HOTTEST GUY/GIRL IN YOUR SCHOOL: i am not n school
IF YOU COULD CHANGE ONE THING ABOUT YOURSELF, WHAT WOULD IT BE: Stop being emotional and know the truth about my self...
WHAT DO YOU REALLY DISLIKE: People
DESCRIBE YOUR FIRST KISS: just another kiss
LAST FOUR NUMBERS IN YOUR PHONE NUMBER: 6542
IF YOU COULD HAVE SEX WITH ONE CELEB, WHO WOULD IT BE: I don't think i would want too

two quetions

2002-05-13T08:48:36Z

1)Witch way is it saposta be when you are taken?

A_________OR_________B

2)when you go to a site do you perfer the advertisment to be popup windows? or the banner at the top???

NEED INPUT!!!!

balh

2002-05-12T18:56:49Z

Which Industrial Act Are you?
A quiz by mabus_alus

Mother's Day

2002-05-12T16:42:29Z

I am a horrible doughter, its true.. I havn't gotten anything for her yet... she up there thinking she doesn't love me... witch i don't but i have ti fake it once in aweil.. i tryed to make her a carded but it got screwed up. I have a bit of money but i don't know if it would even by a browken dead flower, let alone what i would like to get her. i am so pathtic... i can't by her something nice show her that i apricate her.. and all that crap... i think ia m gonna go to the store and see if i can get her something decant then one get her a card or two finshe the card i was some what making her... Stupid printer
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So i got my mom flowers... the lady at my store were i buy smokes let me have them for cheep then regulare price cause of my money situation... I finshed the card and it looks grate i think... So mothers day isn't a bomb.... I hope my mom likes it... i just have to wiat till she come back.... I think we are planing on watching DVD all afternoon and eating sushi
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Yeah my mommy loved the flowers.... i siad they weren't the most expensive and she siad it was the thought that counts... wer are goign to get chinesse food and get a dvd... DANMIT this means i have to set uyp the dvd... DO'H

Cats are there when the shit is comeing down

2002-05-12T05:05:44Z

opalx @ 2002-05-12T00:31:00

2002-05-12T04:34:10Z

I am soo cranky
angry at the world
i hate my ex
and his smug attitude
I hope he drowns in his ego
I am jealuse
I am tired
I wish i was happy today
tomorrow is differant

opalx @ 2002-05-11T15:05:00

2002-05-11T19:04:24Z

You're Michaelangelo!

You're the wild child of the group, always up for a party, a game, or any kind of activity that looks FUN! You have a short attention span and hate studying. But you're not all play and no work. When there's trouble, you don't hesitate to do your best to make it go away.

Which Ninja Turtle Are You? Quiz by Irish

How Gay Are YOU? [?]

$%&*#

2002-05-10T15:26:08Z

DREAM=
In my dream, subways tunnals have allways been a place of fear for me. Last night i drempt i was in this underground movment that travled by the tunnles. it was kinda creepy. the trians would pass by and kill some of the ppl. i of course didn't die. but my whole dream i was in the tunnle.
As ushal the phone woke me up=
it was this place i worked at, i called htem yesterday to see what was up with my check when i was going to get it and so on... hecalls me and say it has been there for 2 weeks! HOLY FUCK! they didn't call me i thought it was goign to come in the mail.. and its only for 90$ GOD fuckin' stupid mouther fuckn' assholes....
Me hungry need food
PS all that money has to go to my mom too